Gone for now.
Had a blast at genting.
Had a hard time today.
I guess everything reali just entered me!
I understand everything now.
The tears i cried made me realise how stupid i am being the Now me!
Yesh! I oso realise that he is the only one i listens to.
The only one that make me understand how dumb i am!
I thank him for tat!
Okay!
Michelle is gone now!
CHanging in process!
I dont care how hard it takes!
Before New year,i must be i better person!
I swear! Ppl! I will be better!

I hate me now!
I hate how i am killing myself yet thinking is getting better.
Me now has been ending relationship,friendships,family,studies and many more!
I thought the Me now will be better,but it turned out worse!
So im going to be better!
By killing ppl around me and thinking is better,it is actually killing myself!

So yea! I shuld listen to the real me inside. & listen to him!
EliyGirl,Michelle Kam Rui Xuan!
Will be back! Better! Much more Better!!!

Bye Peeps!!

Labels: Changing in process, now i noe why i love him.